E sky so cloudy..... Just like my mood. Recently so many things happened around me n to me, i really wish everythi would go away. If there is really 孟婆茶in life, i'll choose to drink it. So that all e happy n unhappy things will not trigger e deepest feelin in my heart n can start everythi anew. I dun have to drink every Nite, i felt so miserable n helpless every time i'm drunk but i still have to put on a strong side so all who loves me dun have to worry abt me. I really wish to let go.....