Wake up early 6plus with tears..... I dunno y? Suddenly felt so sad. Thought of KZ, makes me feel even worst. I've lost hope, lost confidence abt us. I can't let him knw. He wouldn't understand. I must step out, shouldn't make any step further le. M gonna hurt myself again. I've lost confidence abt myself. I've no longer dare to look into pple's eyes when i talk. I hate myself when i Thk this way. I knw is not wat pple say or do to bring us dwn, is how we value ourselves. But i just can't help to Thk this way. I must walk my way out, i must learn to love myself more. Just like this photo taken 2yrs back, so happy n confidence. I must move on, with him or without him confidently as happines belongs to me n not wat he gave me.