These few days havin this pain around my wrist. Is a old injury. Is actuall from my right leg abt 10 over yrs back. I jump dwn from e bumber car track n sprained my right leg. Eversince my leg is healed, this lump like bone came growing . Then out of e sudden, it 'run' to my left foot. Few yrs later it 'upgraded' to my right wrist n stayed a few yrs there. Went for x-ray, e Dr says is liquid in vain. Wat they can do is to take e liquid out n test it. Since is not bothering me so i just leave it. Till i met my 1st bf- K.Z , then i feel e pain. He took me to his fren's medical hall, which his father owns, uncle manage to squeeze it break n my hand back to normal le. So it lasted for a yr or 2, it grow back le. Few months back i notice a lump came out from my left hand, till i feel e pain again n is growing bigger. I realised it's trying to shift it's home again. Haiz..... Unbearable pain, so i called KZ to ask him whether his fren's father is still with that medical hall, surprisingly he asked me is it e pain in my hand is givin me trouble again. I was shock he still remember. Despise his bz work n lost contact with that fren. he still went around chk for me e workin hrs of e medical hall n on which day uncle is around. He apologised for e delay as he claims that he got lots of cases to be done. How can i blame him? Few months back he asked for a patch back, after a break up of 4 yrs. I tried givin him chances but he is so bz with work n we both lead our own life after break off from our 10yrs relation. So its Abit difficult, so i told him lets go on our own way. After i msg him abt e pain at my wrist , he tries to explain that he still wants me back. Ask me to trust him as he will try his best to Show me n make me trust him again as he is afraid he'll disappoint me n bcos of our past n i won't want him back.
After i broke up with him, i had another 3 relationship but it all end up within a yr. Cos no 1 can compare to KZ. Its not i really wanna compare but after wat i went thru esp e recent 1. I still feel that KZ is e only 1 whom i dun have to worry abt n shower his love for me. So i told him action speak louder than words even though i was touched by wat he had said. Let time tell, who knws wat a person might changed after 4 yrs.....