Now is 4 am in e morn. Just came with my frens. Supposed to have funs with my brothers n frens. But in e end, bcos of communication break dwn, Abit upset with them. So in the end my brothers was not there. Sometimes really dunno how to talk to them, i admit i was Abit harsh just now. I loved them i really do. I also dunno why i reacted that way. Talk to uncle J other day. Haha..... Nice fella la.experience man! Haha..... I mean he's very experience in life la. Always encourage n advice me, this fren can keep de lor! Say le dun go in lor. I still itchy hand n mind went in. Not steady lei. Must be more steady. Leave them alone le, i knw watever she wrote inside some r lies. So shouldn't felt upset n make my life so miserable. But honestly, this relationship is e worst in my life. I can never forget mayb i can't even forgive. E only 1 who really loves me e most is God but i failed him. E 1 whom i loves most is E pple around me but they failed me.
Why oh why?