My hand is in pain again. From today onwards, m gonna bear all these hurts n pains by myself just like this scar, had a fall at e staircase after A left me. I remembered i'm So helpless when i try to stand up n reached for God, tears jus flow dwn, just like a kid when he needs a hug or console from e mother. Now KZ won't be here anymore. Had been crying every night to sleep ever since christmas eve. I promised i won't write anythi unhappy le, but still need to vent. Anythi which dun belongs to me, is not mine. Everythi i have now, will never be mine - forever.
我应该 - 张学友
你眼盖脱了色彩
颈巾即将松脱下来
我在探听谁将亲你在怀内
可是你 心不会装载
而我自身受其害
仍然在说都不必分开
应该早已无期待
应该心死 为何仍未放开
应该不要回来 任你伤害
恋什么爱 你精彩 我悲哀
盼你性格会更改
使终苦等一个未来
你讽刺我人活于五十年代
不用再 得一个心安
想痛哭躲在门外
谁人共你正在内 传来声声喝彩
应该早已无期待
应该心死 为何仍未放开
应该不要回来 任你伤害
恋什么爱 你精彩 我悲哀
恋什么爱
你高山 我深海